New Transformation, New Me

February 11, 2016

New Transformation, New Me

Hi all, I havent had enough time to write about my LA's gateaway part 2, its been more than six months and I guess I will write it later, because I want to tell you something special. So, this is the new 'ME' :), you may scroll down to my old post if you are not believe that.

So, here is the story.. I loved fashion since I was a kid, I'd like to change my clothes about 2-3 times before go anywhere. I had a lot of dresses, tops, and pants until my closets are too full, because I have to buy a clothes at least once a week to looking good on every weekend :D (thats a bad habit) and I'm not selective at all. So, my style will be look so 'arghh' at that time. I mean to be stylish but somehow I was failed, LoL.
After grew up and moved to Surabaya, I realized that everything changed in me, including my clothes, bags and shoes. I started to be selective and trying to prior the quality rather than quantity. So my closets is more tidy and organized.

When you become a true fashionista you will got some problems! Esp after saw a lot of fashion blogger in instagram, I realized that something wrong with me. In 2013, I start my first blog. And after have some of my first photoshoot I realized something, 'omg why I am so fat', I even cant have a good shape in every frame, i had to adjust the angle and back to back moving or capturing until I got the best one, and then it just one photos :).

I am on fire!! on July 2013, I started to have some workout, subscribed to a gym place, did cardio and aerobic with friends, had some nutrition plan and dieting. I succeed to drop off my weight abt 3 kgs. The blogs was keep going but I havent satisfied with the result yet. Until one day I got stuck, giving up, and thinking maybe I was born like this, it couldnt change anymore.

Even when exams week came, I ate a lot of foods, I cant control, so the weight was back and over. Therefore I still trying hard to make some blogpost as it is, because I like to share my passion in fashion. I havent satisfied with my condition at all, I have to captured that hard to get a good angle, and of course to not looking fat in every frames. Lol
I was unable to wear thight, halter neck and even a dress like this, because I need so much things to hide, I dont want to use any filters or liquify because it's just a lie to my self.. haha

So this is my new transformation, after 3 months suscribing in to a different fitness centre and having a personal trainer. Its gone so fast, Ive lost 3,5 kilos and being 3 kgs away from my ideal weight, it's only few kilos but my posture and shape are totally change.
Just thinking why I didnt start this earlier. I am tired of being fat and not looking good in pictures esp on my arms angle, I dont mean dieting to be a model but I like to take a picture of my self and share it for what I love from fashion and it needs a nice body. So, I workhard for it. :)
I promise that I will keep blogging at least once a month, because now I dont need many shoot to captured my best angle. I am so confident to say that I already look so skinny. I finally able to wear this dress, I never able to wear it before. I look fresh, good, health and I'm so happy. My cheeks are gone, so with a little blush and some high beam, my cheek bone can appear a little, so I have structure on my face. Thanks to everyone who supporting me <3

I wont stop this, even until I got my toned body, I will have a photoshoot after I got it, I promise ;). Girls can be pretty in their own way, dare to make a change to be a better you. It's only about the time and effort :)